I just watched RECUE epidsodes 7&8 and IT WAS AMAZING!!

I LOVE THIS DRAMA!!!

its like wooow. but i can't help but cry even when its not necessary!
damn this drama =O shindii_ruiizu did you watch them??? (let the flailing begin!)

Ah minna! thank you for trying to help me the other day! you are all so kind! *hugs*

I must go i hae focus to go to =D

Sore JA!
BAIBAI~~

xoxo

HAHA. Yay me i finsihed all my uni coursework! =D now i just have to concentrate on exams!
well after this weekend or at least after today!

haha

So work is over yay xxxvengeancexxx we finished! now RESCUE =]

and I'm uploading he emoticons shindii_ruiizu gave me :D oh and then Cadbury world pics
and I'm d/l Konkatsu subbed ep 1! xD

wow lots of stuff.

Oooo I'm hungry. hmmm Omellette i make good omellettes :D anyone want ! ?

oh i have work tomorrow, i reckon I'll be coming home smelling like a brewry working at a bar ¬____¬
oh yay. oh but there is youth group tonight =D that should be fun! telling them that we're doing a sleepover
and a day out trip! wow they will go crazy O_O een though they're only 9-13.... oh wells!

RIght I did a stupid thing on photobucket where im taggin all the emoticons theres 250! O_____o why would i do that?? anyway ill do a picscam later =D

They're saying that in Britain this summer its going o be hot and dry one. hahahahaaa that will be a first! we havent had a dry summer in years. lets see how far that goes. I recall the hottest and only dry day last year was 28degrees! and that was it! hah! i laugh at them xD

XOXO
=D it worked!

AHHH i re-did iTunes luckily my music was still on my comp so i just made anew library.
Yesterday was not a good day so sorry about the post yesterday! ><

oh and shindii_ruiizu  i need ur helpwitht eh emoticon things >< how do you get them onto the post?? its soo confusing or is it just me? lol *useless*

Today i had to go into uni to go submit my choices for the 2nd year online which was sooo easy
i could have done it at  home and not wasted money on travel...*sigh*
But i think they wanted to make sure everyone did it. Ahh and my timetable for next year is terrible =O
i hate it but thank God its only a draft i hope it changes...

( Dundunduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun....yeah had to make it longer )
But yes i must go and get on with this work. somehow I'm really dizzy for some reason. Although today is super hot! ^^b wow i can really write alot! ^^;
anyone who wnts to know Konkatsu ep 1 subbed is out on D-addictswww.d-addicts.com/forum/viewtopic_73703.htm yeah go watch!

XOXO

Oh look Jamie's home and slammed the door when really he has know right to be angry. right must block out shoutig with music!
KAT-TUN doko desu ka T__T ?

I just watch NewS on music station! they were all so nervous to start with!
but oh man i want to learn the dance! it looks like fun xD and then the glasses
*POOF* hahahahahaaa i LOVED IT! they all got into the song after a while
so it was nice!!

Also i've been looking for the making of News summer time pv for ages!
can anyone tell me is there one? and where to find it?

Thanks!

Wow two posts in the space of 2hrs wow you guys are lucky xD 

right im off to wash my hair and find some exciting things to do for youth groups evening withs the kids!

XOXO

Edit: Also I've been meaning to say I'm modding a comm were its all graphics. and just competitions each week! its good fun so come and join =D je_design  =D

Yesterday my mum and I were watching Saturday Monring Kitchen thing and felt like cooking.
My mum before did a catering degree at Cardiff uni and she was amazing at cooking.  For my
2/3rd bday she made me a rabbit cake, my sister was made a castle cake and my brother had a car cake!
she was brilliant at them. but she got more tired over the years cos of her ops.
SO yesterday was the first time I've done some proper cooing with her =D
She never taught my sister and I to cook cos she says as mothers and wives you will be cooking all the time
so you learn at your own pace. and you should see my sisters cooking it amazing! the only person who has
to learn is my brother hhahahaa!
Anyway so for lunch we made some really nice carrot soup then i started singing the mighty bush soupd song:

Soup soup a tasty soup soup
A spicy carrot and corriander
Chilli chowder

Crouton, crouton
Crunchy friends in a liquid broth
I am Gespatchio oh!
I am a summer soup oh!

Miso, miso
Fighting in the Dojo
Miso, miso
Oriental prince in the land of soup!

xD my mum was like O.o
then Dad and I went out to buy ingredients for dinner i wouldn't tell him what it was.
so mum and i started cooking and we made Jamie Olivers recipe for chicken in something a rather
andit told us to use red wine vinegar so we did. the meal was nice but too vinegary my brother loved it.
my and i next time will use wine instead xD but it was still yum!

then i had to go babysitting. at the usual place. so they icked me up and Alun (the partner) was telling me about
how they were havig some emergency works around the house which they had to do otherwise it might cause  fire O_O
and that his other car was blocked off by the prtway bloker things yeah. He said that at some point during the day or evening
the electriciy wold go off at which point it hadn't yet.... i was like okay. Oh and they also have some very cute kittens! >.<
one was called spot cos he has a random spot of white and the end of his tail and the other is called peppers she is soo cute when she runs xD hehee! anyways i got to the house and Mason (the boy i look after) had set up rockstar (we play it all the time!)
and he was like Lets mke a band which also mean Alun as well. so Alun was singing and mason guitating and i was drumming O_O which isnt good!! hahaha but it was fun.

Then as they were leaving the electricity went out dundunduuunnn. so we lit alot of candles and had a torch it was pretty cool.
so they went acros the road to a restaurant literally. and mason and i played guess who! which was fun. xD then we packed that away 
and were about to read stories when the light came back on and we were both blinded cos it was so sudden. We had a competition to see who could blow out al the candles first xD hahaha

and yeah they wee back early cos they had friends over and she gave me £30 i was like YAY! hahaa

but yeah so its today, and i have a youth group meeting lter i must come up with some ideas!!
I've also been watching this drama called Hikari to tomo ni. its about this family coping with their autistic child
and omg its is sooo adorable. It really makes me want to hurry up and finish my Psychology course so i can work with
autistic children!! THe boy is soo good! nd such a good actor at his age age pretending to be autistic.

Right this was long. no lj-cut cos it hates me! ><
but yes i shall be off

Bai

XOXO

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To revise but there is a spider on my ceiling above me....

i dont like them...

i have a really bad arachnaphobia.

its small but i dont care.

they make me cry.

why did dad have to take jamie to school?

T____T

EDIT: 
Okay spider gone ^^ yay dad!
but i still have two splinter lodged
into my knuckle =O

ouch!

xD

HAHA!

ouch im in pain. but ohwells. I have uni exams soon! 
but i hate revision (who doesn't) but i worked out its the only thing tht echnically never stops.
Cause if you look at homework, once its done its done right, but revision theres always something
else gaahhH!!! i hate exams!

i still need to sort out my extra time eekk><

and oh! who watched Konkatsu!??? i LOVE IT! IM IN LOVE EVEN MORE!!!! KYAA~~~~~~
I WANT HIMMMM!!!!

and oh watch atashinch no danshi! its actually pretty funny! and you get to see yamamoto Yusuke
with make up xD hahahahahahahaa the best ^^b

and oh back to revision.

oh zettai kerashi sp is out n mysoju ^^ yay!

i really must go. revision on statistic awaits... DAMN RESEARCH METHODS! ¬____________¬ 

well at leat im not at school or uni =D

XOXO

HEY MINNA~~~

Okay, so the other day i went to cadbury world =D
it was so much fun! THe night before Kispsi (the driver xD)
came to sleep over so we all my brother aswell watch Madagasca2!!! its halarious!!!
and then we went to bed considering we had to get up at 5.45am! O_O which we did and we just bout managed to leave about 6.30
well 6.40am!

( cadbury world =D and more )

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Just some pics I've taken this Spring. =]
It was Ueda's song that did it >.<
www.youtube.com/watch

( This way~ )
Right I better go! that was fun! i really need to loo xD haha.

Oh dear..I just bit the eas of my chocolate Bunny =O but he's soo yummy! So i shall call him Fred xD

Right im off!
BAIBAI ^^/

Okay so Easter wasn't perfect it was weird (but don't ask) and the whole family is over for easter and stuff
and we were trying to decide what should we do today (easter monday cos its bank holiday)and we didn't
come up with a definate plan. So my sister said oh we'll talk about it in the morning so they went home.
Morning came and it was like 1pmish... and I've heard nothing. So I'm thinking i really don't want to waste this bank
holiday. I then get a text through from my best friendwife Kipsi going ou want to go to the funfair (she already asked me
before i said no cos i thought we had plans)  so i was like yes! THEN my sister calls home and wants to talk with me
and here's how it went :

Me: Hello?
Nikki: Hi, so I here you have plans
Me: well Yeah.
Nikki: Why did you do that when we planned to do something today..
Me: ..because its almost 2 and Kipsi wanted to see me.
Nikki: providing you saw her two days ago? and Lee wnted to sleep in.
Me: thats not my fault.
Nikki: why you being all stupid about this. Your such a bitch!
Me: *hangs up*

It was on speakerphone and my dad was standing right there and mum could here it to! I was like screw it. ¬__¬
then i get a text through from her going:
How dare you be so rude and obnoxious on the phone. Lee had to sleep in today cos its his only holiday. We Don't get in touch with you for a couple of hours and you plan something else, even though we had arranged to go somewhere (really??nothing was definate) that's nice well you can forget the enchanted forest. (which is what i wanted to organise for the whole family for a nice day out since we NEVER do that....

and ahhhhh its really got to me. Mum came in and was like 'are you okay' and i just broke down in tears! I don't know why but i think the words 'You bitch' just really hurt and it was just soo mallicious. then my brother was like 'why are you even crying and stuff' hes like 'your too weak' and blah and i was like ¬__¬ that doesn't help. later he sent NIkki a text which i have abosolutely know clue about and still don't O.o then another text from Nikki going 'nice one Bek, cry to jamie and get him to text me!
i didnt get him to do anything!

ARGHHHH!!!! im so pissed offff!!! >=[  She didn't have any right! the plans weren't definate! She was ALOT worse than me at 18 she NEVER spent any time with us... 
I really don't want to talk o her for a while. and I'll bet you anything that she will blame me for ruining HER day!
well she can Sod off for all i care! she was just so ahhhhh!!!! T__T

BUT

I did go to the fair's. the one in Richmond was limited so we went to the one on Hampton Court Green for anyone who doesn't know it was where King Henry VIII lived for me its only down then road which is fortunate cos its so pretty! but seriously! kipsi has a bad habit of forcing me onto the rides that spin!! im still sooo dizzy!!  but ahh i wish i took my camera! =[
it was a nice day i spent out and i could relax and calm down which im glad =]

but gaahhh! allow m sister. ¬_________¬

Sorry F-list for this rant i really need to get it out.